thestoryofmylife

I first met him 2 years ago in Georgia. We both had children, his son 14 and mine 6yrs. We moved in together after only dating 1 month. About 4 months later i found a crack pipe in my house. holy shit!! I confronted him and he lied straight to my face and said it wasn’t his. Why i don’t know but, i let it go until i found another. I kicked him out and swore i would not take him back. At this time i had already fallen in love with him and it was really hard for me to cope. I soon found out i was pregnant. I took him back hoping that we could work it out and get him some help which he agreed to at first. A few weeks later he said he would stop but didn’t want to get treatment cause he would lose his job. He never stopped using, we fought so much i lost the baby. 1 month later i found out i was pregnant again. This time i chose to leave him and go to a friends out of state. He would not stop calling and crying for me to come home and promises that he would change this time. Well i refused to go back and told him if he wanted change that he would come here and start fresh. He agreed and came up a few days later. I knew at some point that he would relapse which he did and we talked about it. Now the baby is 4mo and he swears that he is clean. Well i found a crack pipe again and a straw that was cut down. So not only is he smoking it but he is snorting. I have no idea what to do at this point. I have tried so hard to stand by him and dealt with my family and friends who criticize him and tell me to leave. I love him to much to do just up and leave him but this is affecting our household money and our relationship and our children. We have gone through so much with his now 16yr old. because of the drug use. That is another story. He is back to the denial stage and i cant leave myself or children in this situation. I have tried for 2 yrs now and i am growing impatient with him and his lies. He is being given an ultimatum after the holidays.